The photograph took my breath away\u2014not because the woman looked like me, but because she looked like my own reflection living a different life.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
She had my same hair, my same mouth, and even the tiny mole next to her lip that I had always tried to hide. \u2014Who is she? \u2014I asked, my voice coming out barely a whisper.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nicholas closed the door and locked the gun in a safe, far from my reach and my sight. \u2014Her name is Lucy Armenta \u2014he said\u2014, and tonight, she was supposed to marry me. \u2014Then go get her and let me go.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
His face didn\u2019t change, but his jaw tightened. \u2014Lucy disappeared three days ago.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I looked at the white dress on the bed, feeling the fabric wrapping around me even without touching it. \u2014And what does that have to do with me?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nicholas opened another photo showing a young woman holding two babies wrapped in yellow blankets. One had a red ribbon on her wrist. The other, a purple one.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I recognized the purple ribbon because my mom kept it in a shoebox and never let me touch it. \u2014No \u2014I whispered\u2014, my mom would have told me. \u2014Your mother tried to tell you many times.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
My name, on his lips, sounded less like ownership and more like a key. \u2014Your father didn\u2019t just lose you at a poker table \u2014he continued\u2014, he also sold the secret of who you really are.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I wanted to insult him, but the room began to spin and the wound on my hand started to burn again. That was when I understood that the pink suitcase wasn\u2019t to take me to a wedding, but to take me out of a grave prepared with music.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I tried to run anyway, but my legs betrayed me before I could reach the window. Nicholas held me by the elbows, not squeezing, and eased me into a chair. \u2014Don\u2019t touch me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He raised his hands. \u2014I won\u2019t touch you without permission, not tonight or ever.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
An older woman entered with bandages, alcohol, and a basin of warm water. \u2014I\u2019m Mercedes \u2014she told me\u2014, and before I dress a bride, I\u2019m going to tend to that hand. The glass wound hurt less than remembering my father\u2019s slap.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
While Mercedes cleaned the blood, Nicholas placed the folder on the table. \u2014The blood on the gun didn\u2019t come from a dead man \u2014he said\u2014, it came from my security detail.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I looked at him with suspicion. \u2014Derek \u201cThe One-Eyed\u201d\u2019s men got to the casino before I did.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
That nickname made me tremble, because my father used to repeat it in his drunken dreams. \u2014They didn\u2019t want to marry you \u2014he added\u2014, they wanted to use your face to sign for an inheritance and then make you disappear.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nicholas showed me a birth certificate with the name Lucy Fernanda Armenta-Valdes. Underneath was another one, torn in half, with my birth date and a name I didn\u2019t recognize. Alma Lucia Armenta-Valdes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I felt my entire life fit into that incomplete paper. \u2014Your father bought you from a corrupt nurse when you were born.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The words fell on me like stones, but what hurt most was remembering that my mom always cried on my birthdays. I wanted to scream that it was a lie, but my memory began to betray me with details. There were no photos of me as a newborn. My birth certificate always appeared as a blurry photocopy. My father would change the subject every time someone said I didn\u2019t look like him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014And my mom? Nicholas lowered his voice. \u2014The woman who raised you didn\u2019t sell your secret.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He opened a recording on his phone, and my mother\u2019s voice filled the room. In the audio, she was begging them to get me out of El Paso before my father finished handing me over. She said that Derek had already sent men, that I didn\u2019t know anything, and that she preferred I hate her while she was alive.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I covered my mouth to keep from making a sound. \u2014Where is she? Mercedes looked away. \u2014In a clinic \u2014Nicholas answered\u2014, hurt, but alive.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I felt my heart breaking and mending at the same time. \u2014My dad did something to her. \u2014Your father allowed them to do it when she tried to stop the hand-off.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I stood up so fast the chair fell backward. \u2014I want to see her. \u2014You will, but first we need Derek to believe the deal has changed. \u2014You want to use me. \u2014I want to ensure no transfer signed by your father holds any validity over you.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nicholas slid a document toward me. It was a temporary civil marriage contract, a full separation of assets, a protected residence, and the right to request an annulment whenever I decided.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014That sounds like a prison with pretty words. \u2014It can be if you sign out of fear \u2014he admitted\u2014, which is why you can also refuse.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
That honesty unsettled me more than his imagined threats. \u2014Why would you do this?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He looked at the photo of Lucy with a pain so pure that he didn\u2019t need to explain it. \u2014Because I promised your sister that if I couldn\u2019t save her, I wouldn\u2019t let them find you.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The word sister<\/em> pierced through me. I had grown up an only child in a house of shouting, not knowing that somewhere there existed a woman with my own face.<\/p>\n\n\n\n The civil judge arrived at midnight, pale and escorted by two silent men. I put on the white dress because my clothes were stained, but I didn\u2019t let Mercedes close the top button. I needed to breathe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nicholas stayed three meters away during the entire ceremony. When the judge asked if I accepted to marry him, I looked at the rain, my bandaged hand, and the open folder. \u2014I accept, but not because of a debt. Nicholas responded without looking at my mouth. \u2014I accept to protect her.<\/p>\n\n\n\n As soon as we signed, the house lights went out. Outside, engines roared, doors slammed, and a voice demanded they hand over \u201cthe twin.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nicholas shoved me behind a concrete wall and handed me a phone. \u2014Dial the number that says Clara. \u2014Who is Clara? \u2014The prosecutor who has been waiting three months for Derek to show up with enough evidence.<\/p>\n\n\n\n I dialed with trembling fingers while the security cameras showed SUVs entering the garden. Armed men descended like shadows, but behind them appeared patrol cars without sirens and federal agents.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Derek didn\u2019t make it to the front door. They arrested him with a folder clutched to his chest, containing copies of my records and a fake notarized order. I vomited by the stairs when I saw my name used like merchandise.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nicholas didn\u2019t touch me; he just left a glass of water nearby and waited for me to breathe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n At four in the morning, they took me to the clinic where my mother was. I found her with a bruised cheekbone, a bandaged rib, and a purple hospital bracelet clutched between her fingers. When she saw me in the white dress, she wanted to ask for forgiveness before hugging me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014I didn\u2019t marry for him \u2014I told her\u2014, I married to stay alive.<\/p>\n\n\n\n My mother told me that at the hospital, they had told her one of her twins had died. They never gave her a body. Years later, my father arrived with an \u201cabandoned\u201d baby girl, and she recognized the same mole, the same date, and the same cry.<\/p>\n\n\n\n The woman I called Mom hadn\u2019t given birth to me, but she had carried my secret like a cross until her hands bled.<\/p>\n\n\n\n My father was arrested two days later in the backyard where he had celebrated his birthday. The band was no longer playing, and the chairs were scattered like drunk witnesses. When he saw me step out of the truck, he tried to cry. \u2014Daughter, I was going to get you back.<\/p>\n\n\n\n I held up my bandaged hand. \u2014You don\u2019t sell someone only to call them daughter later.<\/p>\n\n\n\n In the kitchen, I found a letter hidden behind an image of the Virgin Mary. It was from Lucy, addressed to \u201cthe other one,\u201d and it said that she had always felt she was missing a half. It also said that Nicholas was no saint, but he was the only man in her world who still kept promises.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Two weeks later, they found Lucy in an abandoned house in Arizona. She was alive, dehydrated, and with a shattered gaze, but alive.<\/p>\n\n\n\n When they put us face to face at the hospital, we didn\u2019t run to hug each other. We stared at each other like two scared mirrors. She raised her left hand, I raised my right, and we both had the same tiny scar on our index fingers.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Lucy cried first. I followed. Nicholas stayed outside, watching through the glass like a guard who could finally put his weapon down.<\/p>\n\n\n\n The following months were a slow fire of hearings, DNA tests, therapy, and nightmares. Derek went down with enough documents to sink officials, notaries, and gamblers who bought lives with fake ink. My father tried to plead he was a victim of his addiction, but Prosecutor Clara replied that a debt explains a man\u2019s fall, not the selling of a daughter.<\/p>\n\n\n\n My mother started therapy and stopped apologizing for existing. Lucy and I learned to be sisters without demanding memories that were stolen from us. Sometimes we stared at each other too much, looking for our lost childhoods in the other. Other times we fought over silly things, like how much spice to use or who had the more visible mole.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nicholas processed the annulment as soon as the legal risk was over. 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